Saturday, November 7, 2009;12:16 AM Y
6 of November though now is 7, Rainy but the sun shines.
7 of November, Darkness as its the night now.
Unable to see a thing except my computer.
Its been long since i last blogged.
All this while was plain Bridging Programme at school and CCAs.
Every weekday reach home at 5 - 6.
There's still one more week to suffer.
Wish to suffer in place of you.
Longing to see that smile of yours again - I will do whatever it takes to protect it.
Sunday, November 1, 2009;9:51 AM Y
1 of November, dull, bright but sad day.
I've got no time to post the last few daes.
Damn tired.
Life becomes so hectic.
Of yea, ty all for everything during the past few daes.
It was great, though there was crying in the night before the date turns 31/10.
Dun worry, because, that night, you gave me the best present ever.
I will remember it and, you will see.
You did great.
Your star shone most brightly in the night sky.
I use my falling star and wished that it will continue to be like this.
Do the sun really shines where I am around?
I hope so.
Maybe its time to let go le.
If heaven allows it, I promise you to hold on till the very end.
The outing was great though.
Thank you for keeping your best.
Thank you for the comics and cake, I owe you.
The next time, I would just let you go.
Though its a special dae, you dun have to put up with that much sufferings if you dun want to.
I would choose to give you up, if you would find happiness.
I'm kinda frustrated.
Is sadness such a convenient excuse to change your attitude towards others?
I wonder.
People would break often because of your "breaking".
Fine then...
Sian diao, gonna change my fon but the store didn't have the stock.
Must wait for them to order and collect it on Monday.
>.<
If stores didn't have the basic stock, why do they bother to open up for business huh?
Weird human thinking.
Yesterday wasn't the most enjoyable at all, though i didn't really expect it to be.
Life can't get worser or sadder unless...
So, there's nothing it get sad about currently.
I would end this post now though its a short one.
I wouldn't mention any other things le.
But, I am...real proud of you.
Hahas.
It feels weird without you by my side.
I can't seem to find the stars anymore.
